And so we come to day 2. The first time my Daddy changed me on Saturdaymorning , he opened up the tapes of the diaper and pulled it down. There is always a rush of cold air on my damp skin when he does this. Daddy pulled out the wipes and gently cleaned me. Making sure not to miss any folds or crevices. Once I was all clean he left me naked and stood me up. He took me to the other side of the bed where he bent me over. He gave me a lecture about why I was having to revisit this learning day. I answered that it was because I hadn't learned my lesson the first time. Daddy then proceeded to "lightly" paddle my bottom. He stopped and walked to the opposite side of the bed and knelt down in front of my face. He asked me what I had done wrong to deserve yet another "Learning Day". I told him that I had STILL been trying to tell Daddy what to do and I was STILL trying to make decisions. He asked me if I would be doing this again. I answered very quietly "No." Daddy whispered softly, "You will NOT forget THIS time." I whimpered softly into my pillow.
Then Daddy stood up and walked back around behind me. I could hear him closing the cap on something and then all of a sudden I felt Daddy's finger slide inside my bottom. He started rubbing his finger all around inside my rectum and I could feel an intense burning sensation beginning to build. I cried out, "No Daddy!" Daddy stood up and picked up the paddle. Daddy said this next set of spankings was for "telling" him I was going potty instead of "asking" him. He paddled each cheek a number of times separately and then the final set was hard and DEAD center! Daddy said he was paddling me so hard because I was trying to act like a BIG gir. It WAS very long and very hard, and I had a VERY hard time staying still. I kept squirming. Daddy warned me to stay still or he would have to start all over again. I just whimpered at the very thought of that. Daddy did not stop until I was totally bawling uncontrollably; at which point, he finally took pity on me. I had curled myself up into a sobbing ball. I heard him drop the paddle and he rushed to comfort me. He laid down next to me and wrapped his strong protective arms around me. He asked me if I knew that I was the most important thing in the world to him. I said yes and then he asked if I knew that, why would I try and tell him what to do? Wouldn't every decision he made be in MY best interest? I told him he was right and I apologized. He kissed my head and face. He told me how proud he was of me for taking my punishment like a good girl. Once I had stopped sobbing and my breathing had slowed, Daddy turned me over on my back and put a fresh diaper on me. He stood me up, kissed me on the lips and hugged me VERY tightly! I felt SO SAFE!
Later that afternoon we had to go out so Daddy let me wear a pull-up instead of a regular diaper, which I was very thankful for. (The other diapers he puts on me are plastic and you can hear them when I walk!) But just before we left he turned me over the end of the couch and put some Bengay in my bottom, just to be sure I remembered it was STILL "Learning Day" even though we would be out in public. As if I could forget! I was very careful not to "use" my diaper until the car ride home. I had been deathly afraid of leaking through my pants and I had to pee REALLY badly!
After we got home Daddy took me to the bedroom and changed me into a clean nightgown. Then he laid me down on the bed. He spread my legs and began to clean me with a soft baby wipe. I felt a warm wave of love wash over me as he did this very tenderly and gently. Then he wrapped my bottom in a fresh soft diaper. Daddy said that I was his good little girl and I smiled up at him. He took pity on me that night and didn't spank me, because my bottom was already very red and sore. So I just fell asleep very happily in Daddy's arms.
Day 3...and FINAL "Learning Day". Will tell you all tomorrow how it winds up!