Rule # 3 Assignment

     Daddy is mad at me.  I was supposed to get 20 sets of spankings last night.  Due to reasons of both children and fatigue, I DID NOT receive my punishment.  Daddy told me, before he left this morning, that he had left me an "assignment" on his blog, which was in lieu of my spankings from the night before.  I am to write a paragraph telling you why saying "No" to Daddy is rule #3 in our house and the importance of it.   I am NEVER allowed to use the word "No" when talking with, or, to my Daddy.  I must phrase things, in such a way, as not to include the use of that word.  This is important in our relationship because Daddy makes all the decisions.  He is the "Head of Household" in our marriage and I must respect his authority as such.  I must never challenge his authority. When I used to tell Daddy "No", (Pre Domestic Discipline), we would have terrible arguments and fights.   I am ashamed to say that I have been using the word quite often lately and Daddy has grown tired of it.  He has given me this assignment to help me think about why I am to obey this rule, but also to remind me that I have quite a "Learning Day" coming up for this repeated infraction.  I am terribly nervous about this one.  Daddy has a look in his eye lately that I haven't seen before and I know that I have pushed him too far.  I am VERY sorry Daddy, for upsetting and disappointing you.  I don't know why I act this way sometimes.  I love you more than the whole world, and would do ANYTHING to prove it to you!  And now, for Part II of Daddy's assignment:

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                          There...100 times!   :(


P.S.  For those of you wondering...YES, I did type this all out by hand!  ( I actually don't know how to cut and paste on my computer! )

My Punishment

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There! Over 100 times...I hope Daddy is happy.  :(
      

"Corner Time"

     I just thought I would expound a little on my thoughts about corner time as a punishment.  Let me be clear when I tell you that I HATE IT when Daddy puts me in the corner.  He only does it when I have truly disappointed him.  It is humiliating.  Daddy will tell me that if I act like a baby I will be treated like one.  He then proceeds to shove the pacifier into my mouth. exposes my bottom and puts me in the corner.
     It is hard NOT to feel humiliated by this.  I usually find myself hanging my head and sucking on my pacifier while crying softly.  My mind reels with all the thoughts of why I am there, what I did wrong and why Daddy is so upset with me.  By the time my "corner time" is over, I am usually well humbled and very remorseful.  As much as I despise it, I have to admit that it has quite an effect on my attitude and behavior.  It brings me back to the place where I am supposed to be, mentally.  I am Daddy's BabyDoll and I need to behave as such.  That means being a good girl and not disobedient.
                                                   

              IRONICALLY, I WROTE THIS JUST HOURS BEFORE THIS HAPPENED...

                                                            (SEE NEXT POST)

What I did wrong...

     I got myself into some major hot water tonight.  Daddy and I were having a "discussion" about our future (in terms of our career futures) and I was feeling very grown up and assertive.  I was beginning to let my tongue get ahead of me and I made the mistake of telling Daddy what to do.  That was wrong and as soon as the words were out of my mouth, I immediately regretted my decision to let them escape.
     Daddy's expression changed completely.  He grabbed me by the arm, brought me into the living stuck my pacifier in my mouth and put me in the corner.  :(  He told me that I was going to stand there and think about what I did and why he was so upset with me.  Then he went into the kitchen and set the timer for 20 minutes.   I did not like this at all.  I felt very small and ashamed.  I hung my head and stood there.  Daddy came up behind me several times to ask me to repeat why I was in the corner and why Daddy was upset with me.  At one point, Daddy came up behind me and pulled down the back flap of my jammies to expose my bottom.  I then had to remain the rest of the time in the corner with my bottom hanging out.  This, by the way, feels completely humiliating.  However, I suppose that was the point!
     Daddy says that I still have a VERY BIG spanking coming tonight after the kids are asleep.  I am not looking forward to that...but I know that whatever Daddy does is in my best interest.  I will fill you in on the rest of the night tomorrow...as Daddy says I have to write it all down as part of my punishment.